poisonedbaby:

i’m constantly stuck between ‘hug me and make me feel valid’ and ‘touch me and i’ll rip your fucking guts out’

person: *says something totally neutral*
my traumatized ass whos been conditioned to think that neutrality = anger and not to trust people who say im not annoying: IM SORRY WHAT DID I DO WRONG

flipclock:

me: i’m going to clean my room! i’m going to take a shower! i will wake up early and take care of myself!
brain: u know whats fun? rotting.

Things I’ve Learned During Shower Disassociating

tokyoteddywolf:

During shower:
-wet
-leaning against the wall is tiring after a while
-if you lie on the floor of the tub and the water is hitting your lower half eventually you just feel kinda numb
-wet hair in the face is inevitable
-watch out for water buildup in the tub
-prop head on arm if water buildup happens anyways
-what is soap even
-if the water goes cold you barely notice
-white walls are best for staring at
-^even better watching the water droplets run down
-everything ends and so must the water

After shower:
-dazed
-lol what are clothes
-Hoard. All. The. Towels.
-dry is nice too
-sleepy
-darkness is my friend
-kinda quiet, which is Good™
-soft. Soft is Very Good™
-didn’t drown, which is a plus.
-nap time :)

rotting-little-angel:

“You’re so mature for your age.” Thanks it’s from my lack of a childhood and trauma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

sadlesbiandisaster:

we’re lesbians first and humans second

capacity:

Who else literally does not talk

supportgay:

my gf: *exists*

me: *smiling, giggling, and hugging my pillow* i love her so much!!! 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘

STOP MAKING BAD DECISIONS AT 3AM

hustlerose:

hustlerose:

hustlerose:

JUST GO TO BED

shut the fuck up bitch

oh wait this is my post